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Thursday, May 17, 2012

Life Is A Journey! & Don't Wanna Be Left Alone!

          Is life a battlefield, is it a journey, or is it life? What am I saying? I know what life is, I know what life holds in my grasp! Life is a journey! That is the song I wrote long ago when I was 12, but it never came out I thought that maybe someone would take it! This is such a serenity of despair and life... because "life is a journey" Does not matter whether it is right nor' wrong! I have dreams of me dying, crying, being in pain, going insane, wanting to die, or even getting high.......... What is this crap? Is it an awakening in me  saying "Christian when I say jump, jump. When I say die, you die!!!!!" Who is saying these things is it the devil, demons, or is it me. I have many sides yes, but not ones that want me to die. Is that why life is a journey!?!?!?!?!?! You need to understand that maybe you may not be able to go through every single little detail in your pathetic, helpless life..... You need to understand that no matter where you are, you have someone by your side. You want to know who that is....... GOD! You know he will be with you even when your crying, dying, happy, sad, mad, angry at the world, or even when you want to kill yourself. Just know that life is hard and you might not get through it, but just know that he will be there for you. This is life we are talking about after all right ;D!!!!

Life is a journey,
to believe.
It means you must live,
not die.
Do you understand life,
Try being me.
I wish to die, but I know not to,
I cry everyday.
Pain, Hope, Despair, Life, Hate, Love,
A collage of hateful and liking words.
What was I saying...? 


Don't Wanna Be Left Alone- By: Christian Torres

I feel all alone.
I will never leave you nor forsake you.
 Hebrews 13:5

People all around, bodies on the ground............
Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone, crying about that one name on this stone.
Don't wanna cry nor die. Can't feel all alone, cause I'm never on my own.
Got to keep my head held high, to the sky..........
Don't wanna to be left, left in this world alone, with all my scars to be opened and shown.
Don't wanna be ignored all I want is you lord. Can't keep my head down, while I walk through this town.
Got to be brave, got to be strong, this is why I'm singing this song...
(Chorus:) Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone (3x)
Can't walk with dignity...
Even if I plea.
Can't walk with sanity...
Cause I don't feel free.)
Screaming in my ear, makes me feel so dear...
Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone, don't wanna be ignored nor unknown.
Don't wanna scream nor dream. Can't feel so happy, cause I feel so sappy.
Got to walk through this town, this place, with no happy trace...
Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone, like my voice is decreasing by one single tone.
Got to keep my head up, or my life will erupt-------!!!..........
(Chorus:) Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone (3x)
I feel so closed in...
Seeing your pathetic grin.
I feel like one dang sin...
Underneath this skin.)
I feel a closing in living this way, just by the way it looks this won't be my day...
Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone, feeling like my mind will never have grown.
Don't wanna be hurt nor being assert...
(Chorus:) Don't wanna be left, left in this world alone----------(3x)

*Life Iz A Jurney* ;D
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9 comments:

  1. kalebMay 21, 2012 at 5:38 AM

    awesome it is great nice singing

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  2. LizMay 21, 2012 at 5:39 AM

    It was heartfelt, and not something I would expect from you. Interesting.

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  3. Nancy:DMay 21, 2012 at 5:40 AM

    This was a great song One of your best!:)

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  4. skylarMay 21, 2012 at 5:40 AM

    that was really good i liked the song and the story awesome job

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  5. Maria CamposMay 21, 2012 at 5:41 AM

    That was an amazing song !That was good! GOOD JOB!!!!!

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  6. MonieMay 21, 2012 at 5:41 AM

    this is good i loveee your song!!!

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  7. Mrs. FMay 21, 2012 at 5:42 AM

    Christian - great job. I hope this doesn't violate appropriateness... but one of my student's said, "Wow. It takes balls to get up and sing like that." I agree. Great work, and you're right. God is ALWAYS by us, no matter WHAT.

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    1. Chris "Cano"May 21, 2012 at 5:56 AM

      LOL!!!! I like that.. I actually do it every time we do "open mic" I mostly sing! I like the comment he made out loud to the class! Thank you!! For listening to my performance and hopefully your class will be in Mr. Fultons next year so.. for one or more to do I what I do!! "confusing" line!

      WAIT ONE MORE THING TELL YOUR WHOLE CLASS I LOVED THEIR WRITING PIECES!! I mostly read them all but did not leave comments!!!! BUT I LOVED THEM!!!!!!!!!

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  8. jordinMay 21, 2012 at 5:55 AM

    Really good job christian

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