The Way He Looks At Me!

I ask myself this question all the time why does he look at me like that and why does it make me feel happy. Gosh when people look at me I just want to punch them in the face, but when he's looking me it makes me want to know him even more. I just want to know this individual and help and release him out of everything, this may sound like a fantasy.... but it's not! Whenever he walks in I want to talk to him instantly, I feel my blood pumping and the room starts closing in on me. If I had a choice of deciding who would be the last person on Earth with me...it would have to be him and only him. Even though I've known him for my whole life there is something I want to know about him. His eyes gaze at mine in a mocking manner and I look at him in confusion thinking to myself why in the hell are you looking at me like that.

 I then see him smirk and walk away, I feel like getting up and walking towards him and express how I feel but the problem is he does not feel the same about me. He's the type of guy who gives you inspiration the one who gives you a reason to live on in life. The thing is I must hide the way I feel about this guy, although he may know I like him there are precautions and it would be a mistake. Although I bend the rules when he stares at me I smile, blush, and I'd get up and throw myself at him. The look he gives me.... he taunts me and the things I want to do but I can't cause he's taken. People don't know the things I am capable of doing in order to win someone over, or steal them. The thing is I would not steal him from the person he is with I just want the satisfaction of knowing that maybe I might be able to get him..... one of these days.

 If you were in my shoes you would understand what I mean, just him speaking carries me to another world and land. The way he looks at me...................... I can say that I love it!

*Life Iz A Jurney* ;D