A New Chapter.....

My life is like a page waiting to be turned and it's because there are so many things waiting to be said. So many words that you can't describe in one sentence. So here I am writing about how I feel and how it makes me feel. It's so confusing when people tell you that they don't understand what you are talking about. Now I'm not about to tell you some sob story about me and how messed up my life is. It's Not! So just listen it's simple. I grew up learning the right way not the wrong way, to respect people not to disrespect a person well unless they disrespect you. People grew up in crappy homes not knowing anything when they graduated school. I'm gonna be different from that! I'm gonna show all the people who hate on me for being who I am.... I'm gonna show them that I actually acomplished school, that I got a good paying job, and became what I always wanted to be. I doubt myself each and everyday but I still go on. I'm a fighter not a quiter! I'm not like everyone else somehow I know I'm different in my own way and that's good. I have a purpose here on this planet. It's to be the best Radiologist Tech and heck probably a writer and singer on the side if my Medical dream does not go through. I have numerous goals! I'm not gonna stop fighting for them! After all my Trademark is "Life Is A Journey" ;)




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Safe Haven

Well, I have not posted a song in a long time so yeah. Here is my song called Safe Haven...... This is actually the first song that has to do with my religious background. I believe in God and the Devil but I believe in God more than anything else in this world. I wrote this song as an awakening to noticing the truth about why I am here, it really opened my eyes....... I've changed for the better and I'm a new me. The person you see right now is the real Christian Antonio Torres.

(Verse 1:)
Open my eyes and see the beauty of all the reality, close them tight and get ready to take flight.
Spread my wings and fly high up into the sky, trying to shed my tears before I face my fears.
Lord take me into your kingdom of love and let me worship you as my dignitary.
(Chorus:)
You are my safe haven, my safe haven, my one and only safe haven. You give me the strength when I need it the most so I can get through the worst. Lord guide me to a safe haven------. (2X)
(Verse 2:)
I cry everyday when I need you I start to pray and here's what I say.... Father if your hearing this just know I really need bliss, nothing more I do not need all I want is to be freed. Lord give every drop of power to make through the final hour.
(Chorus:)
You are my safe haven, my safe haven, my one and only safe haven. You give me the strength when I need it the most so I can get through the worst. Lord guide me to a safe haven-------. (2x)
(Verse 3:)
Please guide me to a better land where I can hold your hand. A place where this is no hate and I won't be evils bait. I want to know what it's like to have faith in you Lord. To have you in my heart so I won't fall apart, now it's time to change my ways and live.
(Chorus:)
You are my safe haven, my safe haven, my one and only safe haven. You give me the strength when I need it the most so I can get through the worst. Lord guide me to a safe haven-------. (2x)
(Verse 4:)
I hear your voice in the wind, as it blows and hits my skin. Now I see the way of the Lord, by using the light as my sword. I thought my life was a total waste of time and space without leaving any trace, but now I finally know which way to go. Just to see that life is a facade of unknown feelings... Safe Haven-------.



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The Legend of the Lotus of Love

Long ago in eastern Asia every year a beautiful and exquisite flower garden grew on the largest mountain called Hachisu Yama which means Lotus Mountain. There grew thousands maybe even billions of Lotus’ each year. Couples would go up to the mountain and if the man gave his lover a flower it meant that he wanted to marry her and be with her for the rest of their life. Below the mountain was two villages one that was inhabited to the rich and the other the poor, but they weren't always separated they actually use to be one. That all changed when the village was invaded by a rich and powerful king who wanted to be known throughout colonies and countries and villages. He ransacked and destroyed that whole village but instead of starting with the village he went to Hachisu Yama and burned all the flowers. The whole village cried at the sight of the beautiful scene becoming nothing more than ashes. All of a sudden an elder who was named Kyu the Wise came out and spoke in Sanskrit to the powerful dictator. “Powerful king who dare step foot in our village, you and your city shall burn to the ground to which you all stand”. The king then felt threatened as if he knew what the elder was saying, he then pulled out his sword plunging it in her stomach. A powerful gust of wind blew from behind her and hit the kings face and when he opened his eyes her body was gone. The whole village gasped in shock and started to whisper and talk to one another the king shouted telling them to shut their mouths. The king told everyone to leave the once flourished garden of beauty to go back to their village and homes.Later that month the village was finally parted, the king was sent a note from his comrade who was also his best friend who he grew up with informing him that the kingdom is falling and there is nothing to do about it. The king was speechless his eyes were wide and full of fear. The king was stressed he grew ill and after two months he died. After the tragic death of the king the villages lived in two parts.

The garden on top of the mountain never grew back to the way it once was. Years later..... One day the richest family of the North's son Sasuke was walking to the mountain just to look at the view. On his way an average girl by the name of Yishi was also walking to the mountain to pick flowers. Sasuke started up the mountain peak seeing a figure he called out "Who goes there?" Yishi paused while walking and turned red she thought that she was alone. Sasuke finally made it to Yishi looking at her with amazement. Yishi was speechless at the sight of Sasukes handsome face. She looked at him and said "Hello, my name is Yishi Kagura. What is your name." He paused and said "Hello Yishi my name is Sasuke Azuma it is nice to meet a beautiful girl like you." Yishi blushed and stayed quiet. "What are you doing up here at this time?" Sasuke said. "Well I love to look at the view” Yishi said. Yishi and Sasuke started talking about how much they love the mountain, what they love to do for fun, and silly things like running around naked and playing pranks on people. Some how Yishi knew that they were meant to be and she knew that Sasuke felt the same. So they made a plan to meet at the same time tomorrow on the mountain. All that Yishi could do was think about Sasuke and how he made her feel.

The next day Yishi was ready to go see Sasuke she was full of excitement. When the afternoon came and the sun started to set Yishi ran to the mountain telling her parents that she’ll be back later on. She continued her journey to the marvelous mountain to see Sasuke when she reached the top he was not there. Yishi then became saddened when she did not see him she thought that he ditched her but she waited anyway. So she waited and waited and waited for him to come but he did not show up. She then gave up. She was sad. She was infuriated. She was also glad that he did not show because she was nervous. She started down the mountain to see Sasuke rushing, panting, and sweating up the mountain. She was shocked to see him now at this time. “I am so sorry Yishi! I truly am! Can you forgive me?” said Sasuke. “Yes Sasuke I forgive you I truly do forgive you” Yishi said with a smile. They walked up the mountain talking about their family life. Yishi was an average poor girl who was waiting for the right guy to sweep her off her feet and take her far away from this village. Sasuke was the richest boy in his village alone he had everything he wanted except for love. That all changed when he met Yishi because now he knows that love is not dead. As they were walking a lotus was in the middle of the mountain. Their eyes were both filled with amazement to see this, Sasuke walked towards it and picked it and gave it to Yishi. Yishi looked at the flower in her hands and looked back up at Sasuke. He was smiling and waiting for an answer she smiled and nodded her head up and down. The power of their love made the flowers bloom and to their very eyes was a whole garden of Lotus’. How powerful is the power of love?

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Reflection Based Upon Maps

The reflection that I can make based upon our map is that we did not really include crucial information that other people put into their maps. Tyra and I knew what we were writing and we had all the stuff that we needed to put on our map. The only problem was that we did not have the time to put the stuff down which really dropped out grade. I understand the reason why we got the grade for the Character Maps.

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What Did I, We, and They Do To You?

So many people tell you that you can't do anything right. Like seriously are they trying to bring me down or are they just that bored. Every single day people tell me that I can't do anything right, like what is up with that. I did nothing to them so what is their reason to do that to me. I know multiple people who like to hurt a person that did nothing to them but I don't hang out with them. Nope! Not anymore that is. I'm a nice person. Not a cold hearted, selfish, egotistical jerk who feeds off of peoples pain and misery. I watch and I say to myself. Why are people that messed up and what do they accomplish? Only to find out that there is no reason to their doing. Are people that messed up and bitter? It's a question I ask myself each and every day. So what did I do to you in order for you to treat me like a piece of crap? What did we do in order for the treatment that you force upon our happy souls? What did they do to you for all the times you caused them pain?
The real question is........ What happened to you? Were you not happy as a child? Were you the last one choosen to be on someones team? Were you the one that was an outcast? Or are you just cruel for no reason?

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Long Time No Post!

Well hey everyone, it's been a while since I've been on here and posted anything. Well here I am the writer. The one who brought joy to writing that's me. Now it's time to bring that back. Hope you guys enjoy the new blogs that I will be be posting for you.
Life Is A Journey! ^.^

The Way He Looks At Me!

I ask myself this question all the time why does he look at me like that and why does it make me feel happy. Gosh when people look at me I just want to punch them in the face, but when he's looking me it makes me want to know him even more. I just want to know this individual and help and release him out of everything, this may sound like a fantasy.... but it's not! Whenever he walks in I want to talk to him instantly, I feel my blood pumping and the room starts closing in on me. If I had a choice of deciding who would be the last person on Earth with me...it would have to be him and only him. Even though I've known him for my whole life there is something I want to know about him. His eyes gaze at mine in a mocking manner and I look at him in confusion thinking to myself why in the hell are you looking at me like that.

 I then see him smirk and walk away, I feel like getting up and walking towards him and express how I feel but the problem is he does not feel the same about me. He's the type of guy who gives you inspiration the one who gives you a reason to live on in life. The thing is I must hide the way I feel about this guy, although he may know I like him there are precautions and it would be a mistake. Although I bend the rules when he stares at me I smile, blush, and I'd get up and throw myself at him. The look he gives me.... he taunts me and the things I want to do but I can't cause he's taken. People don't know the things I am capable of doing in order to win someone over, or steal them. The thing is I would not steal him from the person he is with I just want the satisfaction of knowing that maybe I might be able to get him..... one of these days.

 If you were in my shoes you would understand what I mean, just him speaking carries me to another world and land. The way he looks at me...................... I can say that I love it!

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